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Disturbia ~

Thursday, August 28, 2008

WatCh this Space


Today~ 27 August 08...

Lazy and not in the mood to blog at this moment..Watch this space for an
update of my week!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I wIsh upoN a staR


Break of dawn, i opened my eyes to a wonderful morning, running water from my neighbour's pond cleared my mind. I realised i witnessed the most sweetest msg sent to me by Bel' mid-last night, so sweet it was that it felt like a dream..i remembered clearly that i woke up instantly.. knowing i am one step closer..i made a wish upon a starless sky " starlight star bright, i wish i may i wish i might, have the sweetest gal by my side, for all i have and all i own, i'll give them up just for her" may my little dream come true.

its 8a.m, time to go get ready for work! spirit status: HIGH, happy thoughts to start the day with..yeah!

My Love wIll get you home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6kjlqhjWzU&feature=related

"you wander off too far, my love will get you home. If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Gal, my love will get you home. If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home. If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Gal, my love will get you home. If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home. When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Gal, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Gal, my love will get you home, Gal, my love will get you home. "

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Hoping

Last night was a rough night where difficult thoughts were in mind, i stumbled and struggled hard to get it out of my head..words were said..feelings were immense..saddness was around, unbearable to part..but still ...before i end the night..things seems to be better again..back to status "quo"..Aug 2009 is still the time i am looking towards to..to see if the decision i made last night was worth it....i truely hope i was.. at least i want to believe i made the right choice."Its better to loved and lost to never to love before" starting to make sense to me with each individual day..i am begaining to be optimistic looking forward to Final Happiness i so much deSire..

"WISHING ON STAR. HOPPING YOU'LL BE MINE LEAVING THE WORLD BEHIND. JUST ME AND YOU HOPPING AND PRAYING THAT YOU COULD GIVE ME THE KEY TO YOUR LOVELY HEART. SO I COULD REPAIR YOUR BROKEN HEART. JUST TAKE MY HAND AND FOLLOW MY LEAD PROMISSING NOT TO HURT YOU AND THAT IM GOING TO BE TURE BLUE TO YOU. HOPPING TO MAKE YOU THE LUCKIEST WOMEN ALIVE BECAUSE YOUR A PREFACT 10.0 MAKEING YOU THE PRETTIEST ANGEL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD."

She says: "becos of you" do you know this song, thats what i'm feeling...and i did listened to it..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTTjLxXFg0k

My Star Sign says:

Pisces

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: Neptune
Symbol: The Fish
Your stone: Bloodstone
Life Pursuit: To avoid feeling alone and instead feel connected to others and the world at

largeVibration: Erratic Energy levelsPisces Secret Desire: To live their dreams and turn fantasies into realities.

Description: Mysterious and alluring individuals, most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways, they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions. Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time. The number 2, is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics; Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires.

The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives. They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas. Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light.

They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot. One thing that plays havoc with your life is romance. When things romantically are going well for you, you are on cloud nine. When romance turns sour you land in a heap. Pisces often need to take lots of holidays (or time off) to recover from life's many diverse pressures. You are the zodiac's most sensitive sign, so you need to take extra special care of yourself. Nobody can beat you up, as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind. In your purest form you are psychic, visionary and a guiding light to all who know you. But, in your "out of tune" state, you become depressed, obsessive and confused.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Bevely Hills Chihuahua

http://disney.go.com/DisneyPictures/

Check this out!

Chihuahuas are gona be so in demand after this movie, i better get mine ASAP!

Tea with Mark








Employee consultative forum: whereby every dept. sends a representative to have tea with Mark Winterton our GM to feed back on our own depart. classified as P&C..private and confidential...


but i have always had no comments as i never believe in such procedures..

random pics

My dream car~Nissan Fair Lady : A perfect wife!





Thursday, August 21, 2008

Urgh..

21 August 2008

Seems like i wont be playing in tomorrow's game due to work commitment. *Damn* i was so looking forward to the match. All due to the trainings i have missed and even today where players were allocated to their teams and positions, i was not present, instead i was attending to full day meeting-event today by Nestle Nutrition Sinapore. I had to go through the normal procedures of meeting the client once during the start of the meeting, second time and third time during their Morning & Afternoon coffee-breaks and final meetup to present the corporate gifts to the organiser of the position of highest position...all of which resulted in me being taken out of the IHG fotsol competition for not being enthu enough, but at least i will still be paying in the SHA-Singapore Hotel Association League. Not so bad afterall.. but seriously *Jason Yap* you better not spend too much time on work or you will end up missingout on lots of thing.. a gentle reminder to not neglect my personal life for work!

Ultimately i did manage to attend a bit of the team's team buildng session, where we had the opportunity to be the first to watch the cheerleaders do their "thing:" well...not too bad for amatures.."Goal Crowne Plaza" thats the least i could do for now... looking forward to the next chance to play during the SHA league competition..

Work today was manageable tilll later in the afternoon, Jesmi was on leave leaving me, Evelyn, and Malcolm on the frontlines...can't wait for promo and new staffs to come..we need some decent structure in the department..*Apple Lee Soo Ping, the sales & marketing secretary is struggling and the last i heard is that she wont be around on Monday....haiz.. "Jesmi..please come back soon"- your MCYS meeting needs you to follow up..

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Jason's work space~ (EO Office) Executives Office















Here you go..my desk at work..not the prettiest work station you have seen i guess.."nah..who cares.its meant for work anyways http://crowneplaza.com/

Crowne Plaza Changi Aiport (IHG)

Chengal Ballroom (with scene lightings)


Poolside


Keeping up! @",7 20 August 2008


Today, i'm home slightly earlier than ever. I don't know why. Could be the exhaustion from work, but i did managed to completed quite a fair bit of work coverage today.*yups!!*.Today Malcolm (my boss!! aka Director of Crowne Meetings Department came to me saying "you better not take leave on 27 Aug 08, immediate a tired and confused response of facial expressions went back right at him from my end...ridicule about what he meant, i said Okay lor..if thats what you say boss"...than i realised that he mentioned b4 about recomanding me for XXX - not suppose to disclose at the moment...well sometimes i find that when you try to show you care too much, may it be for work or relationships, it turns out to *back-fire* on you."


Well, i used to show i care alot for people i love and care for, "without questions asked or any returns from them in mind" does it really mean anything to them...well i got my answer already, and its proven a bad and unrecommaded practice. I may say that, but like the saying goes, "a leapord never changes its spots"...i would say i am still very much myself, doing what i feel and believing in what i am so earger to achieve....and its seems....its still a distant from now in time till i'll get my answer.

So Close

" So close to the touch your sweet lingering breath,Like a butterfly's grace of such still purity.Without the innocence of white tinted roses,Never quite enough for love's delicious melody.So close your beauty sings in tune with the stars,Waiting for that one mind blowing first kiss.Eternally grateful to heaven's beautiful angel,Hoping in vain to live in long forgotten bliss.So close is the passion you hold dear to your soul.Love words said to patch up broken seams.Softly spoken through the depths of forever,Imagining the thoughts of most wildest dreams.So close once before love was in my sight:Lost until found again from pure devotion.My heart once blackened coal changes to diamonds."I will always love you," is my last true confession."

by Valet Every Wish

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Apple...teacup chihuahua...will soon get a hubby!


Longing for another visit to the nice cafe opp. fareast plaza


Srry Damn "Blur" pic..


Result of a bad hp resolution output. Me and my cousins

Driving Doggie


Have you ever seen a puppy drive...class 3 liscense! dun Play play hor..she can drift..Thats Apple the puppy

A hell of a long time~ @ 19 August 2008@ tired feet!

Its been a hell of a long time since i last updated. Maybe i'm not a "blog" person. Just like when i was a kid. I can never maintain a diary or a journal for more than a month. Well lets see if this final attempt at keeping an electronic journal works?, if not i'll soon be too "lao kok kok" to have a blog...*kekes*

Well, just a recap of what has happened since i last ended my previous entry *my one & only entry up-to-date actually* "hehes"

Recap~
i was busy & lazy since entry no. 1... Lets skip the lazy part. as for Busy? well largely due to "StoresOnline Inc"... after selling them the venue at Crowne Plaza Changi Airport for their Internet Conference at our very exquisite ballroom "The Changal Ballroom" i started my workaholic regime, full-six-days of pure revuene for the hotel. This kept the owners and GM's smile unstoppable...its was like "THE" most fabulous & revenue generating single corporate deal closed-to-date for the hotel. A total of 200K SGD earned.. and this took me to a prospective promo. opportunity to a Crowne Meetings Manager... A milestone away from my current goal... A Director of Sales & Marketing.... (",) and hopefully one day i'll get to have a chance to teach in a pretigeous School of Hospitality Management.i'd always had a facination for teaching..once i have achieved all these nitty gritty ambition stuff...i'll start my own business..be it a up market theme-cafe? or posh-classy wine bar? lols.....

Well as of today... finally work-load lessened by a big whole chunk, i managed to go down to the cage at East Coast for footsol training, ehh, since the hotel opened, i only went for the first and last training before match day..*pathetic* anyways..it was a great workout..come Thursday (210808) all players will be having a nice get together meal in our hotel and a team building sesson prior to the game on Friday (220808) against the (IHG) Intercontinental Hotel Group..

Match Day! (22 Aug 2008)
Venue: The Cage at Kallang
Time: 4pm to 8pm

Competing teams:
Team A: Crowne Plaza Changi Airport
Team B: Intercontinental Hotel
Team C: Holiday Inn (Atrium)
Team D: Holida Inn (Parkview)

Lets see how we peform @_@ heard that last season's match ...the winning team won a fully expenses paid trip overseas. Well guess who i'll be bringing along
with m if CPCA-(Crowne Plaza Changi Airport won??)

Jason is thinking "count down till Aug 2009!!, isn't that a year FROM NOW to find out what happens to be waiting for someone who might break my heart thereafter ...coz she did make it clear that there are no G U R A N T E E S she won't break my heart ..hmm..well than again * i've never waited for anyone before for a relationship*, i'll never know what it's like till it happens. what will i feel when that day comes? will i be sad or happy or @#%$???