Hoping

Last night was a rough night where difficult thoughts were in mind, i stumbled and struggled hard to get it out of my head..words were said..feelings were immense..saddness was around, unbearable to part..but still ...before i end the night..things seems to be better again..back to status "quo"..Aug 2009 is still the time i am looking towards to..to see if the decision i made last night was worth it....i truely hope i was.. at least i want to believe i made the right choice."Its better to loved and lost to never to love before" starting to make sense to me with each individual day..i am begaining to be optimistic looking forward to Final Happiness i so much deSire..

"WISHING ON STAR. HOPPING YOU'LL BE MINE LEAVING THE WORLD BEHIND. JUST ME AND YOU HOPPING AND PRAYING THAT YOU COULD GIVE ME THE KEY TO YOUR LOVELY HEART. SO I COULD REPAIR YOUR BROKEN HEART. JUST TAKE MY HAND AND FOLLOW MY LEAD PROMISSING NOT TO HURT YOU AND THAT IM GOING TO BE TURE BLUE TO YOU. HOPPING TO MAKE YOU THE LUCKIEST WOMEN ALIVE BECAUSE YOUR A PREFACT 10.0 MAKEING YOU THE PRETTIEST ANGEL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD."

She says: "becos of you" do you know this song, thats what i'm feeling...and i did listened to it..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTTjLxXFg0k